Sunday, June 7, 2020

MSLD 641 Module 7 - Appreciating Your "Real Self"




Appreciating Your "Real Self"

           

            Having an accurate perception of our real selves and the world around us is crucial to a balanced life. People who manage to use the life’s laboratory to keep themselves awake, aware and continuous learning tend to be resilient and strong in the face of internal and external stress because they attend to personal renewal as a way of life (Boyatzis & McKee, 2005; McKee, Boyatzis & Johnston, 2008; Jha, 2017). When one wait for issues to become problems, the effort, energy and time to recover (when possible) are greater, and everything happening around in the meantime is wasted, since our focus is often entirely directed to recovery mode. If one is tuned and does not wait for harsher life wake-up calls, renewal, not recovery, becomes the norm. While in renewal mode, one is able to broaden perspectives, with the lenses not fixated in self broken pieces, but in past and future whole-self, while humbly aware of the present. With broader views and openness, life goes on, challenges are turned into opportunities, raw opportunities do not pass unnoticed, and one lives life instead of simply surviving. But why even smart people do not use life’s laboratory?

            Drowned in the common busy adult life, it is easy to miss the subtle wake-up calls. A way to dribble this challenge is regular mindfulness practices that enable a balanced view of our whole selves, along with self-reflection. This involves an analysis of our body, mind, spirit, and emotion, not only in the present moment but with a positive view of our future ideal selves (Boyatzis & McKee, 2005; McKee, Boyatzis & Johnston, 2008; Creswell, 2017). Going through some real and ideal self exercises, along with balance seeking and mindfulness intentional chance reflections I did not find any surprises in my outputs.

            I believe I have not found surprises because I am constantly self-reflecting, often more than I wish, and rarely able to control. I self-reflect at any idle time, and since I live alone and there is nothing much about work I can do on my days off, I spend long hours on my own, in which I spend a major part of it just thinking, talking to myself, mentally living possible future moments (positive and negative), going back in time and processing what could have been different that was under my control, so on and so forth. Mind-wandering, in my view, is my biggest weakness and my greatest strength. When alone, I struggle to be in the present moment, but since I go back and forth, I am tuned with myself. When with others, I give my quality time, mentally traveling just to enrich the conversation (which sometimes affects how I appear to be interested). Although there were no surprises about myself, I figured some interesting points through the exercises and reflection.

            First, by writing down on the Medicine Wheel, I had a clearer picture of the gap between my real and ideal self, along with a practical and simple way to minimize the gap aiming more resonance (Boyatzis & McKee, 2005; McKee, Boyatzis & Johnston, 2008; Boyatzis, 2006). Secondly, reflecting on necessary mindful changes, I figured about thoughts and habits I need to eliminate in order to let resonance flow and enable continuous renewal. Last, but not least, I found two (out of four) limiting beliefs that I have not thought of as such before. I am constricting myself with theses believes, as an argument to remain in the comfort zone. But was is awareness without action?

            Tuning with my subtle wake-up calls cleared the path for me to see farther and further. From now I will stop using these two “new-found” limiting beliefs, to remove two more barriers to my ideal self. Along with this action, I plan to work on my ten development areas found in the Medicine Wheel, two by two, as an achievable learning agenda with small wins to have a compound effect (Boyatzis & McKee, 2005; Hardy, 2010). Most importantly, I will practice monthly body, mind, spirit, and emotional “check-ups” to keep tuned, using the Medicine Wheel as a model.



References

Boyatzis, R. E. (2006). An overview of intentional change from a complexity perspective. Journal of Management Development 25(7), 607-623. doi: 10.1108/02621710610678445

Boyatzis, R., & McKee, A. (2005). Resonant leadership. Boston, MA: Harvard Business School Press

Creswell, J. D. (2017). Mindfulness interventions. Annual Review of Psychology, 68(1), 491-516. doi:10.1146/annurev-psych-042716-051139

Jha, A. (2017). How to your wandering mind. Retrieved from https://www.ted.com/talks/amishi_jha_how_to_tame_your_wandering_mind

McKee, A., Boyatzis, R., & Johnston, F. (2008). Becoming a resonant leader. Boston, MA: Harvard Business School Press

Hardy, D. (2010). The compound effect: Jumpstart your income, your life, your success. New York, NY: Vanguard Press

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